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morgans vlogs
morgans vlogs 5 days ago
I love you 🖤 even if you don’t feel loved remember that you are and life always works out for the best
Chareena Acosta
Chareena Acosta 10 hours ago
I hope you know this for yourself, too, Morgan. 💜 HUGS *
Lynn Smith
Lynn Smith Day ago
@Shari Lynn like you can't tell anyone what to do you're pathetic it's called freedom of speech.
Shari Lynn
Shari Lynn Day ago
Honey, you need to go see a doctor. You are definitely depressed and may need some antidepressants. I mean that with love. 🌷
Megan Dehn-Rose
Megan Dehn-Rose Day ago
Girl this is the most relatable vlog of all time
Michaela Giddings
Michaela Giddings 2 days ago
I don't get that she does not realise how pretty she is Hi and I love you
i am mimi
i am mimi 2 hours ago
When you said you’re at a point when you are afraid for the sun to set cause that’s when the bad feelings set in, Ive never related more!!!!!!!!!!!! Morgan you’re my family. Thank u
Miah Wagner
Miah Wagner 2 hours ago
morgan im so sorry you're not feeling yourself right now :/ I have to say though that you are STUNNING!! i love your style and your soul is so pure and I just want to say that you are loved by so many! for real though you are so hot it's kind of unreal.
Ashley Pless
Ashley Pless 3 hours ago
Morgan plz talk to a therapist😟
Meanwhile
Meanwhile 4 hours ago
its crazy cuz I literally have felt like that and tbh I never understood how people can be so effected by depression but then I learned the hard way hope you keep on going forward Morgan
Izzy Byrne
Izzy Byrne 5 hours ago
oh my god Morgan, this made me so sad! But I admire your honestly and I appreciate you being so brave in sharing your lows, because we do all have them! It's about time someone normalizes not being okay sometimes! God bless, hope you're feeling better
Devereaux
Devereaux 5 hours ago
Honey, I love you. What you're going through sounds like panic attacks. I have them too, ever since COVID started last March. Please talk to your therapist or primary care physician about it. I take Busbar & Pristiq for my anxiety, but even on medicine you're still going to have bad days (but you'll be able to emotionally handle them better). ❤
Camila Cornejo
Camila Cornejo 6 hours ago
I bought new DC shoes!!!!!
Cynthia Harris
Cynthia Harris 7 hours ago
I NEVER COMPARE MY SELF TO PPL EVER....... not wreath my time no point in it all, nothing but hot hair waste of time........
Laura Heinz
Laura Heinz 7 hours ago
Dude ryland sucks. You don’t. Get over LA. Move on. Alone.
laskin riubn
laskin riubn 6 hours ago
control. Thank you
Crystal Causland
Crystal Causland 7 hours ago
You are so sweet and funny, life will get better. Life really is the shits and we have to keep pushing passed the horrible pandemic. I hope you feel better it's so overwhelming I'm sending you a big hug,😘💜💜💜😁
laskin riubn
laskin riubn 6 hours ago
need to realize that
Kelsie O'Mara
Kelsie O'Mara 9 hours ago
Being a young adult is hard... theres so many directions to take and you take one and do a U turn and the cycle goes on.. currently I'm attempting to switch careers but what happens if I get into it and dont end up liking it.. like I'm already starting over.. I definitely felt this HARD when I was deciding to quit my job, wtf is my purpose?! This is just the eb and flow of young adult hood... but on a real note I do hope your getting some amount of help and talking to someone about this
Carlita Bonita
Carlita Bonita 9 hours ago
You are doing a lot of good things.. getting up, going out... all of that. I had that too... but I couldn't make the efforts as quickly as you did. I finally am now.. but I had to get out on Cymbalta and that worked sooooo well. That dark cloud lifted after about a month. Prozac used to work for my anxiety so well but with my horrible depression I had to switch to Cymbalta. I'm proud of you.
Depressing vlogs
Depressing vlogs 9 hours ago
Morgan’s literally glowing here ! As always
alondra Lima
alondra Lima 9 hours ago
I broke down this week too. To the point where I was on the floor with my head down crying out of frustration, sadness, mental pain and stressed out to the point when I'm trying extremely hard to keep it all together. People love to criticize and have their own opinions but those can really hurt . You just break. I get it. Update I feel better today(: remember we always have ups and downs in life. We are in this world together.
GlamClo
GlamClo 10 hours ago
Your definitely not the only one I get this all the time look ok on the outside but breaking in the inside but your strong and beautiful and you’ll get through it love you so much take care 💚🖤
alondra Lima
alondra Lima 10 hours ago
Life is beautiful ❤ Only think about the positive. Love u morgan!
Chareena Acosta
Chareena Acosta 10 hours ago
Morgan, please get out of Los Angeles. You are so happy when you’re back home with your family.
Isabelle Paulino
Isabelle Paulino 11 hours ago
I wish I could be your friend in real life and just give you a hug and motivation 🥺
Chanteil Lemons
Chanteil Lemons 11 hours ago
Girl same. I think we can all relate to how you are feeling, especially with what we are gong through right now.
Rachel Bond
Rachel Bond 12 hours ago
I went through this and was later diagnosed with ADHD!
Shahbaz ahmed
Shahbaz ahmed 12 hours ago
Hi good nice
Cayleen Bonneville
Cayleen Bonneville 12 hours ago
I’m not trying to scare anyone because I don’t regret it and we need this. However ever since my j&j vaccine I’ve been completely off mentally, I’ve been totally depressed, everything is hard to do (even showering), I’m mad at literally everyone, it’s so frustrating. I feel like a total monster and I’m doing my best. Its just not going well for me.
las palmas
las palmas 13 hours ago
i know its going to sound weird but i needed to see this video right now. Thank you for sharing
Kira Michele
Kira Michele 14 hours ago
I'm going through the same thing. I graduated college two years ago and since then I've been so goddamn lonely and just trying to live like I did then and I can't, I just can't and I need to realize that
Tia Wang
Tia Wang 14 hours ago
Morgan thanks for the video, I am going through the same depressing stage of my life, and this video really remind me that I am not alone, and it is normal to feel sad and out of control. Thank you
Celeste A.
Celeste A. 15 hours ago
you are beautiful inside and out. ❤
Elisa Ashley
Elisa Ashley 16 hours ago
Morgan, can I be your big sister? We can share stuff so neither of us drown in THINGS and you will be the young pretty one! Hugs.
Maja Jansson
Maja Jansson 16 hours ago
❤️❤️❤️
Alice Wong
Alice Wong 16 hours ago
This video is relatable af
Sassy Ma
Sassy Ma 16 hours ago
Boo boo you just need a boyfriend...But what do I know im married and im so lonely and depressed..Oh God help us!
Bethany Gates
Bethany Gates 17 hours ago
This is so relatable, I feel the same way, completely empty. And I totally feel it more at night too.
Bethany Gates
Bethany Gates 17 hours ago
We should bring Osiris’s back 🤣🤣🤣
Amplified by Nature
Amplified by Nature 17 hours ago
I’m sorry for your struggle, Morgan. I cried with you because I felt this so much. I have been there so many times. Hope you have better days soon. Also, you look SO pretty in that red dress. 🔥 I mean, wtf.
505 Street Cars
505 Street Cars 17 hours ago
Depression is such a MFer isn't it? It's REALLY hard for someone who hasn't experienced it to understand what it's like. I feel the same way as you Morgan. I have really good things, people, and stuff in my life but....the hole is always there. And when you talked about even just getting dressed, and out of bed...ugh it feels pointless sometimes. But hearing someone else talk about the same things that effect me does help. So thank you for sharing, and I love you too.
Jacqueline Temple
Jacqueline Temple 17 hours ago
Take it from a 58yr old mum of three grown sons, depression/anxiety rarely has a defined reason. I suffered with postnatal depression so severe I was hospitalised (not the medical kind either) and I learnt so much from looking back, mainly that some days it felt like my world was caving in and some days 'the sun was shining' but nothing happened to make those days different! My husband has often talked about coming in from work not knowing what version of me would be there, sunshine happy or sobbing because I forgot to buy eggs that day...I noticed you trying to convince yourself that everything would be ok or smiling when you really wanted to cry, pretending to 'enjoy' yourself because you don't want others to worry about you . I saw myself in your eyes, worried what people will think if you fall apart. Teach yourself to be aware that it's ok to have bad days when you're dealing with depression, it doesn't mean you're not getting better, it just means that today is a tough day. Keep a mini journal of good days (or hours) and bad days, over the course of a month try to aim for more good days than bad. You may have already done this but just in case, get your thyroid levels checked (I didn't get diagnosed till I was almost 40!) and your Vitamin B/hormone levels checked. So many people think vitamins aren't important because you can buy them over the counter, but the B vitamins (there's a few) are massively important to your mind and body, I only know this because my thyroid condition means I can't store them no matter how healthy I eat. If I sound like a fruit loop, ask google lol...and please, just don't rule out a medical reason for your anxiety/depression. Sorry for the ramble but I wish someone had told me in my 20's what I know now. xx
toijg avnnr
toijg avnnr 19 hours ago
to forgiving her. Thank you for being authentically raw. A simple video can help the unexpected.
Nicci Florentz
Nicci Florentz 19 hours ago
My depression has never felt so represented before. Also, your growth is heartwarming
MartinsMusicChannel
MartinsMusicChannel 19 hours ago
sending you a virtual, socially distanced hug. Youre not stupid, if thats how you feel - thats how you feel.
toijg avnnr
toijg avnnr 19 hours ago
have, but I relate to you so much. Depression & anxiety can be a bitch, but it’s gotta get better, right? That’s what I keep telling myself. Love you Morgan 💜
fizzypop
fizzypop 20 hours ago
Thanks for sharing what you are going through Morgan >< You're not alone 🤎
Sophia J
Sophia J 20 hours ago
Things get worst before it gets better❤️ always remember things get better
Jerrica Salazar
Jerrica Salazar 21 hour ago
I’m so glad you uploaded this. Thanks for showing how it is for so many of us on a day to day basis!
Kim Van den Heuvel
Kim Van den Heuvel 21 hour ago
My friend just pointed me to your video. You're my new spirit animal. Hang in there, girl. I'll try to do the same ❤️
Janet MJ Meyer
Janet MJ Meyer 22 hours ago
I am so sorry for your pain but so thankful for your video. I am sure you've helped others think and keep moving forward like you're doing. I will pray for you to have peace and a break through! 💞
Caitlyn B
Caitlyn B 22 hours ago
Oh my gosh Morgan! I know exactly how you feel. That was literally me all week 2 weeks ago. It's not just you who feels this way. The pandemic has been severely damaging all of us mentally. Just keep going! We will all get through this together! This will all be over soon!
sunflower
sunflower 23 hours ago
Girl I love you. Sending you all my love and warmth your way.
AmeliaNotFound
AmeliaNotFound 23 hours ago
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!
Cheryl Corbett
Cheryl Corbett Day ago
Love you so much Morgan ❤️ you’re not alone in how you feel. I wish I could give you a hug!
Amber Dwyer
Amber Dwyer Day ago
I’m a mom...she’s only 8, but will some day be a woman. Let me just say, as a Mom I can honestly say you are someone I would be proud for her to be like. It doesn’t matter where you live, what you do, as long as you are always you and you’re kind. Do what makes you happy and be your true authentic self regardless of what anyone thinks. ❤️
Caitlyn Schwebke
Caitlyn Schwebke Day ago
You’ll probably never see this but I pray that you do. Please don’t ever give up. You are SO loved and you will get through this. This was so hard to watch when you cried 🥺🥺🥺🥺 thank you for opening up. It really helped me too. We love you Morgan!! 💜💜💜💜💜
Alissa Romano
Alissa Romano Day ago
Hang in there Morgan ! Sending you positive vibes and lots of love and hugs ♥️. You are amazing .... remember that!
Life.of.briell
Life.of.briell Day ago
That red dress is gorgeous on you!!!
Alexa
Alexa Day ago
“it’s called a bathtub” HAHA
Jessica Hope
Jessica Hope Day ago
I know this sounds stupid because we’re so critical on ourselves but you are gorgeous & have the curves that so many girls want, including me. I know we all want what we don’t have, but I relate to you so much. Depression & anxiety can be a bitch, but it’s gotta get better, right? That’s what I keep telling myself. Love you Morgan 💜
The Life Of An Ordinary Egg
The Life Of An Ordinary Egg Day ago
I've been same the last week
Mary MacDonaugh
Mary MacDonaugh Day ago
Morgan move back to Colorado...you seem so much happier there with family.
Erin Shaffer
Erin Shaffer Day ago
Listennnnnnn. I’m not just saying this to say this or because I think you need to see this, but I thought you looked absolutely beautiful in this video. Just when I thought you couldn’t get anymore beautiful, the video come to the red dress and white jacket and you looked flawless!! You have beautiful skin, you’re just simply beautiful! I know you posted this video few days ago, and I’m a little late to the party, but everyone goes through this sadness in their life. Just feel what you need to feel. You’re already figuring it out. You will eventually come out the other side and better than ever!! You already seemed so much better in the beginning of your video. Just keep on smiling cuz it looks good on ya!! This too will pass my friend....this too will pass!
Anastasia Retzer
Anastasia Retzer Day ago
You are so pure 💓 💖 💛
corinna browning
corinna browning Day ago
When you said keebler elf in the DC shoes... A KEEBLER ELF FUDGE STRIPE COOKIE AD PLAYED.
Its Me
Its Me Day ago
That plant between the two shelves?
Actuality Chicken
Actuality Chicken Day ago
Seems like you’re happy at home. Also LA is the most emotionally and physically toxic city to live in. No one would blame you for moving out of there, just not worth it
Erin Roush-West
Erin Roush-West Day ago
Man I appreciate how real you are. Thank you. 😘
Arman Dhillon
Arman Dhillon Day ago
Thank you for posting this... it means a lot.... definitely many people are struggling rn including me... im a mess lol😅
Mykayla Wilson
Mykayla Wilson Day ago
This made me cry. I feel this something hard and watching this makes me know I’m not alone and things will get better.
AINA ENDO
AINA ENDO Day ago
Even when we fall, we are moving forward
Casey Valadez
Casey Valadez Day ago
This video was so relatable it was refreshing. I call these moments growing pains meaning the next chapter of your life is trying to start but you haven't figured it out yet. I'm 28 and I'm having the same issue right now.
Citlali Hernandez
Citlali Hernandez Day ago
Everyone’s emotions are valid. It absolutely does not matter your background, what you had growing up or what you have now. You should be able to talk about your feelings to those important people in your life and if they can’t sit down and listen, then they are not for you. LET. IT. OUT.
Rebecca Castillo
Rebecca Castillo Day ago
Me at 31 with two kids and almost two years out of a 12 year relationship. Your not alone. I’m older and still facing hardships
alondra Lima
alondra Lima 9 hours ago
Same .
Hannah Banana
Hannah Banana Day ago
“I’m getting rid of things, I have too much clutter” “Should I get a pool for my room?!”
Hannah Banana
Hannah Banana Day ago
That breakfast looked bomb as fuck
Hannah Banana
Hannah Banana Day ago
Morgan your videos legitimately make me feel like I’m not alone, especially the ones where you’re open about your mental health ❤️
Luna Otimas
Luna Otimas Day ago
a week in my life before my neds be like
lily g
lily g Day ago
i like the DC shoes........
Juan Nicolas
Juan Nicolas Day ago
YES----
Elsa
Elsa Day ago
Breakdown vs breakthrough....🙏🙏
marissa lugo
marissa lugo Day ago
I understand how you feel about everything, you’re not alone
Corie Gibbs-Cronce
Corie Gibbs-Cronce Day ago
The no. No no no no should I wear this to the store rn? Haha she’s so funny
Victoria W.
Victoria W. Day ago
morgan thank you so much for putting out such a vulnerable side of you [idk why but I resonated w/u on so many levels in this video whilst having a mental breakdown]. it is just so helpful for you to acknowledge the void and emptiness, thank you for making me feel less alone. love u🤍✨✨
Corie Gibbs-Cronce
Corie Gibbs-Cronce Day ago
Morgan get a dog 💗
destiny Lukowski
destiny Lukowski Day ago
I relate to this so much. Thank you for posting this❤️ We will all be okay ❤️
Jayne Carr
Jayne Carr Day ago
morgan i went thru the same thing when i was your age..it was one of the hardest things...i had a really close friend group and when i was around 23 we all kind of went our seperate ways and it was really hard for me im really sorry u are going tthru this
Hey Martin
Hey Martin Day ago
BRO DC’S 🤣🤣
Hey Martin
Hey Martin Day ago
Morgan I love you and this video. I relate to this so hard... especially when you talk about coping with change. Thanks for being vulnerable to show that it is okay to feel like this and that people are not alone!
Megan Buckler
Megan Buckler Day ago
Girl please leave LA!
victoria hart
victoria hart Day ago
It does get better. U are a beautiful girl inside and out chick. Know what u mean about makin friends. Im 43 n have 0 xx
Anya Zolik
Anya Zolik Day ago
its okay morgan i cried over my dad putting vegetables in my spaghetti everyone has bad days proud of you :)
AutumnAshley
AutumnAshley Day ago
Thank you for sharing this,
Taylor C
Taylor C Day ago
Morgaaan! I seriously wanna buy the 9th & 13th pair of sunglasses you showed!😭😍😅 & def the 37th lmao, if you decided to change them from maybe to no hahaa😂 I've had the worst luck with sunglasses lately and can't find the style that I love anywherrrre here where I live in VA😅 I'm glad to see you're trying to stay positive through that week of depression you went through though💜
bemowat
bemowat Day ago
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤ also i relate to the crying eating eggs 😅 and my breakfast is oatmeal and banana too 😂😂❤
K D
K D Day ago
I'm very grateful for your existence, Morgan ❤
The Lucid Mystic
The Lucid Mystic Day ago
Girl, I HIGHLY recommend the book "The Art of Extreme Self Care" by Cheryl Richarson. It's a pretty short read but sooooo amazing. It shows us all the ways we are depriving ourselves, how our boundaries with others can affect us mentally, how extreme self care is the key to enhancing our energy, productivity, motivation, and inspiration, and how saying NO to others is a full sentence. We don't need to explain ourselves. We don't need to constantly give to others. We deserve to put ourselves first. We often deprive ourselves in more ways than we can count. I cried reading that book because it rang so true for me. And I also recommend it to my clients (even though I'm a lucid dream coach, it is helpful for EVERYONE to read this book). Our bodies will always be the first to tell us when something is wrong, and we just need to listen to those signals. I don't believe emotions come up for no reason. You're on your way to expanding into something greater which is why your current environment doesn't feel like it fits you anymore, you're energetically preparing for so much more. I hope that this book serves you and I hope that you honor your own needs and desires before other's. You deserve it.
Vanessa Mitchell
Vanessa Mitchell Day ago
I just moved to a new city by myself and I FEEL YOU! Thanks for being relatable and know you are NOT alone!
alfie ralphie
alfie ralphie Day ago
Same boo. Please go get some medical help. Therapy or something. I feel the same when I'm off meds. Ever since i got right meds I'm full. I didn't feel that in a while but when you started talking about how you feel my body clenched and I remembered this is my reality as well. Pleeease get help Morgan.
Sir. ButtersWorth
Sir. ButtersWorth Day ago
California sucks. L.A to be specific.
Tina Yang
Tina Yang Day ago
I love u Morgan! &Love the words of wisdom in the end! Ur so smart and sweet bby❤❤❤
Alexa Golden
Alexa Golden Day ago
I think almost anyone can relate to this video and feeling this way sometimes. 🥺
Erika
Erika Day ago
Morgan, I feel you ): 💜 The ups and downs are tiring and frustrating. There’s no such thing as the perfect life, because everyone has struggles that we can’t see. It’s best not to compare. Hang in there, take care of yourself FIRST, and be with the people who love you, support you, and uplift you 💜 Depression makes us feel lonely. Don’t let it fool you, you’ve got people who love and care about you 💜
Courtney Long
Courtney Long Day ago
Please move back to CO
Amanda Jean
Amanda Jean Day ago
Girl you are doing it. Sometimes we stray away from the thing we really want because we are afraid that it means something about us if we decide we want something else. I was so ashamed that I didn’t want a goal I worked for and talked about most of my life. I couldn’t even stop pursuing it out my fear of being ashamed of not wanting this thing everyone supported. I asked the universe to take it away from me and literally the next day it was. My life fell apart. When you build an empire around something you don’t want....it takes time...and it all has to come down first. Whatever it is you want....whatever you land on....just remember that it’s ok. It’s ok to change your mind. It’s ok to change directions hundreds of times. You have no one to live up to and no one to impress. Just go where you flow baby girl. I believe in you
grogglez
grogglez Day ago
You're not alone girl ♥️ I've been feeling off. We're all in this together, you got this!!
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